Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Trust

in life...you learn a few things...sometimes its really positive but most of the time its negetive. depends on perception i guess.. if you're me then its really at the negetives. if you're some happy go lucky person then i envy you and your bubbleheaded naivity.
one of the things i have learnt is this life (so far anyway....since im just so fucking young to know anything) is that trust is a non existant thing. sometimes u just cant trust anyone in the world...not even yourself. yeah...i have done some lying myself....black and white lies. but i always make sure that nobody gets hurt...and if hurt is inevitable then it should fall on me for lying. unfortunately this just dosent apply generally. turst is the easiest way to carry someone really high up...and drop them and watch them splatter into macarbe chunks of meat and bone on the pavement of realization of what a dope u've been...and how u got played the fuck out.
now...trust is an essential ingrediant to another non existant thing....love. your significant other could come back from the UK having cheated on you, twice, while you, being the dumb trusting fuck that you are...has abstained and stayed "loyal", waxing lyrics on how strong u trust the significant other's fidelity. oh yeah...its a quite a cliched situation i know...but being cliched means being overdone..so if it happened to that dumb fuck in dogma then it could happen to you. u wanna get high on some non existant feeling like love then just stand on your head and get a blood rush...its the same as a fucking blush (from embarrasment or lovey dovey sappiness)..same shit different name.
what im trying to drive home is this.... i dont trust you and shouldnt trust me either....or i'll drop you from that high and watch you splatter..all while having a cig in my mouth...and then smile and say....told you so.
prior agreements shall be honoured. but hey...if u aint up for that then i understand. boils down to no trust again u see...

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