sappy

no more smoking in the house, dont u love yourself?, why everytime i come home u have to make me shout at you?....blah blah blah blah...and the mom goes on and on and on. me mum's back from the states..happy happy joy joy... i mean that sarcastically and of course filially. i do miss her loads and stuff but the nagging...it could have stayed in the states if u asked me. but then no one is asking me shit anyway so fuck it. speaking of mom's.. u always find that when u get nagged and scolded by your own mom its not so..erm.. harsh, so to speak, when compared to when your friend's mom launches a broadside on him and he just shrugs while you're shit scared of his mom. familiarity i guess. its been going on for 20 years and i guess its going to go on for quite a bit longer. like me dad...i dont have that sense of nonchalent partronism whenever he scolds me. jesus no... my balls invert in on themselves temporarily and..well..you dont wanna fuck around with daddy now. but i guess u could say i got off lucky. i've never been beaten as badly as some of my other friends. of course...being of the age of matuarity now(sometimes anyway) we dont really get that whole shouting and screaming but more of that you're old enough now to know what's good for you. erm...not really...not at all.

in conjunction with a belated valentine's day... neh(shrug into words) never really was a big fan of the whole rose/chocolates/romantic dinner stuff. yeah...been there and done that...who hasnt in their infinate bliss of that security blanket called love? but honestly...do you need a specific date to be reaffirm your love for someone? will you only buy roses for that special someone on that one specific day? will you only do stupid sappy lovey dovey shit only on february the 14th? honestly...the most sincere thing someone who you love can do for you and vice versa is a simple sincere i love you. everyday. dosent cost a cent. works better than roses which will eventually wither and die. of course...ppl being ppl...everybody likes complex shit. whats so un-romantic about saying i love you to someone? of course...if its done mechanically its a different story..but with a sincere heart...better than a flower with thorns. some ppl just dont appreciate the simple stuff anymore i guess. appreciation...thats the key word. no one appreciates anything anymore nowadays unless they're getting something out of it for themselves. selfish and unappreciative. thats what a millenium of evolution has done to the simple creature that crawled out of the sea onto the land on their bellies.(homo sapiens you homo ignoramus) .. heh...that was kinda weird.. from a valentine's day theme to the theory of evolution.

anyway...seeing as mrs right has yet to find me and vice versa... happy belated valentines day to one and all. ignore my rant. i just get a lil' bitchy at this time of the year.go out there and celebrate your "declaration" of love to your significant other. sigh..yes...even you homos too...no matter how distasteful it may be. even your kind deserve some kind of love at the expense of others. opps... there i angst again. single ppl out there...hey..we got more money than those love sick fools for V-Day at least. and besides...who says you cant love your friends and your family?(in a non sexual/incestuous way...sick fuck). aww hell.. i love all of you dear readers. thanks for your patronage stretching back to emptyocean.