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been fucking bz as of late...yes yes i know...its bloody chinese new year/federal day/ awal muharram holidays and thus an entitlement to one week of freedom from the overlords. one fucking week free from assignments, tutorials, nonsensical classmates and from G. i swear... next to Michelle no other girl has constantly haunted the infernal upper playground(me artsty fucksy word for the mind) like her, and she dosent even put up an effort. ergo..its not her..its me. stories of her have been told and over told over many periods of delusional insane rantings so thus shall not be repeated again. well...she does have a pretty face and she is the first girl i liked in which her eloquence was a factor... right..shall not start
on that note...i do have a thing for girls who speak good English and have a very deep/husky voice. must be my upbringing. anyway...that was just a turn on thing..not necessarily a major factor in deciding to get a girl, which explains why i went out with Michelle and one other whose name shall not be mentioned as the very thought of her brings my balls to my throat...*shivers* think chandler and janice (oh-- my-- god!)
okok...side tracked there... the reason i've been bz? been intensifiying silat training/teaching. yes..i practice silat and i also teach. now whats so weird about that? just because its a malay art? fuck...chinese ppl practice taekwando and karate.. KOREAN and JAPANESE martial arts respectively. i dont see anybody saying shit. White guys practicing Muay Thai which is Thai...nobody says shit about that. what i wanna practice is up to me and of my own decision. Who died and made u king/queen of my world? anyway....why upping the ante? got new students and the teacher felt i was ready to teach...so there..happy?
been having writers block lately...try as hard as i can...nothing epihanious has come to mind. alright..sometimes i may just write an update to tell u that im still alive but not necessarily well mentally or otherwise but the main reason this blog was created was to rant..as the name suggests genius. havent had anything to rant about lately. its like as if everything in my life...bar the lesbian issue and the whole self hating chink attitude.. is completely content. of course...there are the normal worries of a normal young man such as studies and whether i will ever get another chick to fill the void in my heart and..to a lesser but honest extent..my dick.. but hey..im not broke anymore.. im doing alright(i think) in studies, i still have a roof over my head and a lot of other things im very thankful for. really...nothing to rant about/for..to fight for. to stand up and say this is fucking wrong and here is my fucking two cents protest about it. besides..its all just so much angry words from an angry person and is my outburst going to change a damn thing about it? as it is...not many ppl read this blog which isint an issue here....2 ppl read my blog and comment and i feel like fucking dan brown so thank you for your patronage.there is just no spark to ignite anymore to raise awareness....either that or i havent heard about it...since my fucking newspaper man is a reliant as wanting the dog to shit when u take him out so that its over and done with. and no....i dont have a sex life and therefore cant fucking be like shweetyoungthing.blogspot.com and tell you how i humped this girl in 32 different position and we both orgasmed at the same time, cuddled while we slept..then woke up and had hot passionate orgasm inducing sex again.

so dear readers...is it any wonder i blog less? its not about the hits and the comments on this page....its the fucking content.