blast from the past

having previously stated that i do not like homosexuals i did like to restate my position again. i do not like gay people. i can be civilized with you and communicate with you but if you look at me as a piece of meat then im not sorry about not landing my fist on your face followed by my shoe. ever wondered why there's anti gay violence? and stop acting like you're the victims. you aren't. you arent special either. you're just love starved.. willing to look for love anywhere...or anyone. so maybe some of you had some internal hormonal imbalance when you were born. boo hoo.... i look at you like how i would look at a puppy who was born with six legs and two penises. God wasnt kind on you and didnt really spend much time on you. however, what really grinds my gears are those sudden trend following homosexuals. its pretty obvious you're just succumbing to peer preassure(though i dont know what kind of peers you have if u can fall into such deviant ways) if you've dated a person of another sex, as is how its supposed to be, for pretty much of your adolescent life and sometimes even thrive about it and suddenly have an announcement to make about your sexual prefference for someone of the same sex, then thats just pathetic. its like as if you got addicted to crack. you keep taking it because it makes you feel all good inside, and need more and then you get addicted. and when they, the people who really care about you, ask if you're a junkie then you proudly tell them yes im a fucking drug addict and im so fucking proud of it. people get jilted and cheated and used and abused. show me a normal human being who dosent and i'll show you utopia. life is nothing but a bed of rose thorns and you shouldnt have to be so love starved that you did be will to search for it anywhere and from anyone. and you do not have the right to fuck up someone's life just for your own selfish pleasures or curiosity. curiosity dosent kill the cat, just us. no, i dont think anyone can ever accept that people become homosexual because it is just so unnatural. but then again, there's no telling to what depths humanity can go to even though we have seen to the centuries just how deep that depravity goes. and in my humble opinion thats just scratching the surface of it all. btw; when chicks do lesbian porn, dont get it wrong, they arent fucking lesbian and they're just doing their job. real lesbians... they are insidious man hating undecided and selfish people.and why is it if you so reject the idea that you dont need men then why do u feel the need to have babies(whether through artificial insemination which again requires a man or through adoption; bravo, there goes another child brainwashed by your lies) or feel then the need to marry your partner or categorize them as butch and female? you people really dont know what you want. im generalizing and i dont care if im sprouting lies. you certainly didnt feel the need to tell the truth but keep lying until it was too late. when has telling the truth ever brought about any good anyway?humanity was built and thrives on lies caluculated to hurt one another and ourselves. i think the best solution right now would be for humanity to kill themselves and save God the trouble from regretting His decision to ever create such disgusting, depraved self hurting and self destructive creatures.

i was watching the L word and i got a serious blast from the past. and u can call me clingy, over-emotional, vengeful,undecided, angry, delusional, confused and all manner of other words to convey fucked up -ness but i really couldnt give a shit anymore. you dont know ...you wont know...you will never know...

God made Adam and Eve and not Adam and Steve.